Have you ever experienced horrible, aching, shooting sadness? It's like someone ripped a chunk of my heart out.
Starflower's "kittens" were born today. Or, little blobs that were supposed to be kittens were born today. Not one that we can find was alive. It ate my heart, all day long. I cried, I yelled, I just sat. It hurts. It really, truly, physically hurts. I wonder if cats feel sadness, or if they just don't really feel emotion in general.
I can find nothing else to say; tears are burning my eyes and my vision is blurry. Goodnight.
Heartbroken,
DysLexy
Starflower's "kittens" were born today. Or, little blobs that were supposed to be kittens were born today. Not one that we can find was alive. It ate my heart, all day long. I cried, I yelled, I just sat. It hurts. It really, truly, physically hurts. I wonder if cats feel sadness, or if they just don't really feel emotion in general.
I can find nothing else to say; tears are burning my eyes and my vision is blurry. Goodnight.
Heartbroken,
DysLexy
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